READY, SET, GO!

making ready for spending new years eve at my family. i didn't even have dinner yet. and i wont have any either as i am almost exploding. and i caught a HUGE cold so im not feeling very well. i cant wait to count off to 2011! drinking champagne and other alcoholic drinks cuz this is my first new years eve as a 16 year old! and in holland youre allowed to drink alcohol at an age of 16! so i bet ill have loads of fun this evening. oh and now i cant find my mobile phone, i have to charge the battery, its very low and i want to text everyone this evening to say HAPPY NEW YEAR! although i cant send that much texts or ill have to pay a lot. anyway, im off for now. have a great evening y'all! xxxxxxxx

NEW YEARS EVE

its almost 2011, twothousandeleven! whoa. this year has gone by so freaking fast i cant believe it! i wanna wish you all a very happy new year! be careful with the fireworks and have loads of fun with your loved ones! XXXX

HIDE AND SEEK

I JUST WANNA KNOW

did you ever have the feeling of losing everyone and everything around you?

UNHAPPY

well, some people really know how to get me mad. dont you just understand i need to be alone for some moments? dont disturb me all the time. i am really annoyed at the moment but i have also watched THE RUNAWAYS and ADVENTURELAND today, both really lovely movies. gonna watch them again really soon. love you all. xxxxx

TAKE THE COLD AWAY, PLEASE

my hands are freezing, my feet are freezing, everything of me is freezing. why does it has to be this cold? i cant stand the weather, there is still a lot of snow here and they expect more snow to come. i dont want snow at new years eve! i dont like that. christmas is over so the snow should melt away as soon as possible. unfortunately the temperature is still low so the snow will be here for a few more days im afraid. yesterday, my mother and i were planning on watching all the twilight-movies but after Twilight and New Moon we wanted to take a break and we didn't watch Eclipse anymore but we're gonna watch it this evening. today will be a relax day as i got a sort of busy day tomorrow, gotta go to the doctor, again, and me and my cousin are gonna visit my other cousin and then we're gonna shop until we drop! haha. i noticed i am still very exciting about blogging but sometimes i dont have much inspiration to write an entire blog full of lovely stuff and most of the times you will only see shit in it. haha. but hopefully some of you will still like reading my blog! xxxxxx.

THE DAY AFTER

christmas. had an amazing time with my lovely family and friends but now its time to go back to the real life. my mum and i are gonna watch all of the three twilight movies this afternoon! i wish Breaking Dawn was already released but unfortunately we have to wait till november here in holland.

CHRISTMAS LIGHTS

MERRY CHRISTMAS WORLD

dear world! i wanna wish you all a very merry christmas! its officially first christmasday in the netherlands at the moment! hopefully you will all have a very lovely christmas with your loved ones! < 3

I FEEL LIKE PARTYING

i wanna go to a concert or a festival or just going out. i just feel like partying! haha.

NEIN MANN!

someone sent me this link a few weeks ago and i still looooove it. go back to the zoo is a dutch band and they have covered this song by laserkraft 3d but i prefer this version!

BEEP BEEP

ive decided to set my alarm around 9am tomorrow, i woke up at 11am today and thats way too late. im not allowed to sleep that long unless ive been going out or something like that!

RANDOM PICTURES INCLUDING BOYS

WHERE IS THE SUMMER?

it keeps snowing here in holland, where is that freaking button i can push when theres enough snow? snow looks gorgeous , but enough is enough! ive never seen this much snow in my entire life! hopefully it will stop before christmas and new years eve, otherwise ill get crazy!

KISS ME LIKE AN ANIMAL

BIRTHDAY BLUES

my birthday is exactly 13 days ago right now but my blog is only 1 day old, so im gonna post some pictures of my birthday!

PHOTOGRAPHY IN THE SNOW

my brother, mother and i went to the forest this afternoon to shoot some pictures and just to have fun with the sleigh. you can see the result here!

CHRISTMAS TIME

whoa i cant believe it that its almost christmas!! it feels like this year has gone by in less than a day or something, but im so excited about christmas! i love the presents underneath the christmas tree and just being together with my family and friends! im so thankful for all of them, theyre my everything and i cant imagine how it would be to not have them in my life, life would be suckish as hell! anyway... its thursday now, time flies by when youre having fun, and only two more days till christmas! i wanna wish you all a very happy christmas!

CHANGES ARE GOOD

well sometimes then. but ive changed the design of my blog, hopefully ill like this one better than the other one cause the other one was a bit too pink and i dont really like that colour. this will be the last post, i promise!

ADDICTIONS FREAK ME OUT

but im addicted though, blogging is already my newest obsession and im not even blogging for more than 3 hours i guess. i cant stop blogging but this will be my last post for today! its 10.47pm here right now so i might go to bed. i said to bed not to sleep, haha.

BLUE NAILPOLISH, WHERE ARE YOU?!

i really wanted to paint my fingernails blue but i couldnt find blue nailpolish anywhere!! big dilemma!!

PARAMORE IS GETTING LOST

what is going on with paramore? i dont see the light anymore, i dont know what is going on. josh and zac, the brothers farro, decided to leave the band. thats already a thing i dont understand, i didnt see this coming. i heard paramore talking about splitting up but that was like more than 2 years ago and after their new album brand new eyes i didnt expect them to end like this. now there are only 3 more left, hayley, taylor and jeremy and this ain't paramore anymore. paramore is five, not three. hayley wrote an official announcement at the official paramore site but then i read a blog post at josh' official blog, well at least, jenna, josh' wife, wrote on her official blog that its true. but i cant and wont believe it. josh wrote terrible things about hayley and jeremy and i can barely believe its true. i dont know hayley in personal ofcourse but i just dont think she would ever do this to them. i wont judge any of them until there will be an official blog on the paramore website. until then i will just wait and love paramore for who they are.

BROWNIES FOR THE WIN

i really want to make some brownies, i did make brownies yesterday but my brother ate them all and i feel like eating brownies as much as i can haha. i have christmas holidays at the moment so i can make as much brownies as i want. if you want some, just tell me and i will make you some, haha.

JILL WILL ROCK YOUR WORLD

check out my friends website www.jslittlediary.blogspot.com and you should also check out her online shop wwww.weareinspace.bigcartel.nl its really awesome and she is awesome!!

LOOKS LIKE SOMETHING DELICIOUS

LITTLE CRAZY INSIDE

what is going on with the world? im getting more and more scared every day. i hear lots of things about world war 3 and other local wars. im just scared that world war 3 will come soon, i dont know why but the news makes me scared, i cant watch tv without seeing something about fights and weapons. im a girl who worries really fast and this isnt the right way to make me feel better. when im really worried i try to listen to some music and most of the time i feel really relaxed after. music makes me so much happier. music makes the world a brighter place.